Aug 1 - 12:19pm

i was petting Kali… admiring the slits of his yellow eyes. He looked at my ugly face and licked my right cheek.

Don’t know why, but my eyes began to sweat. He looked at me and that was it.

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Aug 2… 9:58am

i don’t want to live in this world.

Humanity is (NOT) real. Is plastic real? Yes? No? There are no natural answers. Samsara recycles over and over as laundry (going in circles) in the same dirty bucket… week after week after week after week… There’s no solutions, except if “reset” was an option. 😵‍💫 Earth’s virus (Us; the equivalent to a conscious cockroach) propagating towards an inevitable combustion 🤯…

Via:

A…

Apathy…

Boredom

Consumption

Destruction

Distraction

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Maintenance

Make-believe

…

Zed

i don’t want to live anymore.

Please… let me go! i need your blessing or i can’t go (without guilt and shame).

…So it snowballs until one day it will stop.

“Cat headed blengiglomenean is” - Henry Darger